I know that God has given me a fresh perspective on things, especially when it comes to exercise. I have a BMI that is nearly 60. I am super morbidly obese, which just means that I weigh too much in reference to my height. My weight and my plans are very important to me. Maybe that has gotten so important that I have made it my god. I have placed too much importance and spent so much time making plans. I have difficulty following instructions at times and thus things have difficult for me to follow. Over time I have gained weight, so much weight in fact, that I wonder if losing this weight would be impossible. The sad thing is that one of the nutritionist, who works there talks about my making almost no progress. That truth hurts. I have made no progress, but I have made no progress, but I take action, but I don't take action. It is hard to understand unless one has been there. It is a vicious cycle that has become the major challenge. I can take action,. I can do it. I have loved exercised. I can do 45 minutes. I can work out.