I have grown lazy over the years and now I know why. It is because of my own issues. I give up easily. Doubts creep into my head. Sometimes when things go well, all is well. When things are not going that well, or when I make a mistake or rather slip up, I only fool myself into thinking that it is only a day. There is always a next time. Maybe if I were more honest with myself then I would feel as if I would accomplish something. I just give up too easily. That is the problem.