I thought about taking a break today. However, I have decided to write this reflection. I have made many plans and have struggled to lose weight all the same. I do want to encourage myself and others. I have heard that a failure to plan is a plan to failure. What I have done is not fail but try. My eyes have been opened and I have had this epiphany from my nutrition counselor. Nevermind the fact that I gained 10 pounds since I last weighed myself. I have grown tired of the struggle and I have grown tired of trying to keep up with my perfectionist obsessive mindset. In fact, it has held me back. What held me back wasn't just my mindset but a lack of confidence. I lacked confidence in myself and a lack of confidence in being an inspiration to myself much less others. I don't wish to start over; I want to start from where I left off. Making references and looking back at the mistakes I made. My biggest mistake, however, was that lack of confidence that I have written about earlier. I can do this. I am no longer tired. I am not starting over.
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