I am not sure. What does it mean to not take something seriously? I have been told seriously that I haven't been taking things seriously. This would be about my health and specifically diabetes and being overweight. Ouch. In my mind, I have been taking things seriously, but on the outside, it is as if the proof is in the pudding. I have not been taking things seriously. I am over 100 points outside what I am supposed to consume, food and drink, during the course of a day. Yes, that would be a sign of someone not taking it seriously, at least not seriously. Why? I struggle. I have allowed myself to struggle. Yes, losing weight is hard, but I have struggled to lose weight for over a decade now. I am still the same weight range for over a decade and that has been a struggle just thinking about it. I realize that I have approached things the wrong way. It doesn't help that I still have a diet mentality and I binge eat. So, how do I overcome those things? Where do I begin?