Becoming more and more

I have become too frustrated.  Maybe this is the time when starting an exercise program becomes easier.  Or maybe not.  Either way, I now wonder what I am waiting for.  I feel like I want to quit.  I have become frustrated for a long time.  It has been this way.  I know something is wrong with me.  I am struggling with change.  There is this voice in my head that keeps telling me not to give up.  I need to listen to that voice more often.