Explanation of comment made from last post

The application and anxiety comment that I made in my last entry bears witness to the fact that today I became overwhelmed.  It was daunting trying to express myself whether in prayer or in writing.  I have in the passed wished to scrapped it all in order to start over to a new plan.  In other words, the current way of doing things weren't working and I so I started over with a fresh, new plan.  It in the end caused more anxiety.  What would call me less anxiety is to just continue with the plan, mistakes and all.  Take this all as a learning lesson and take everything by baby steps.  It is certainly better to do so than what I have done in the past. So far, it has worked.